Love Lost and Gained

"If you love someone let them go, if they come back it means it was meant to be"

I never expected for life to take the turn that it has. This has been the MOST difficult two years of my life...getting hurt, losing everything I own, constant fights and battles. I never gave up even though it has been so difficult. My son is my number one motivation, he has helped me in so many ways he will never know. There were times I gave up. I always leaned on God and trusted that He would get me through. I am not so much religious as I was raised to be, but my spirituality is strong and personal.

Bad things happen to good people and I couldn't imagine why I was being punished. In certain situations I tried to be the bigger person. But we moved on from eachother....so I thought!

Well in a very short while I have gone through many changes in circumstance. The one that I've battled for the past two years has re-entered my life. Neither one of us wanted or thought it was possible. I wasn't trying, nor was he. I often wondered how he could forget who I am in that I have turned into his worst enemy. He finally recognizes who i am, more than that he appreciates me. He wants to un-do the pain, he wants a future, he wants to heal and forgive and for us to be a family. Just one conversation and I was drawn back in, fighting it at the same time. It's going to be a long road but he is committed and so am I. Others don't understand and are upset, but I understand because so much occurred. We are both committed to making it work, especially through some much needed counseling. I can't get into the whole story of what has occurred...but I now look forward to the future...my future...our future together. I am falling back in love!


Look forward to my updates!